The complete day I was rehearsing
To know the depth knowingly conversing
Did not know what really it meant?
How to face feelings to be secretly sent?

Some changes were taking shape
I feared she may not like and slap
Friends may cut jokes and clap
Still I gathered the strength to step

Was it love or mere infatuation?
Was it only eagerness for continuation?
It had combination of both sentiments
I was afraid of Luke warm response with comments

It was need on an hour and honest search
I needed some one to guide and teach
I have an urgent desire to go and reach
No one should come forward and preach

It was natural course that was in force
I have thought it over with no remorse
Any one should have full desire and freedom
It is to been how best it is executed with wisdom

I am not sure of any good response
So kept ready very good defense
Even if that is taken as an offence
I shall regret it in her presence

If she is opting foe me as an individual
I shall play honest and not dual
I shall prove my self as real
There will not b any thing to conceal

It must be understood in context
There may not be any ready made text
Wed plan accordingly for the next
It may certainly come out as best

Hope for the best and pray
Don't hide or run away
It is the sincerity that may speak
You may prove strong even if you are weak